Any of you guys reading ever have a shift of state of mind, to the point that, although you're still doing the same things you do everyday, everything feels different? Foreign in a sense?
Life's still the same old. Wake up, do my things, go to school, chill, come home, do w/e, sleep and the cycle repeats. But it all feels different. Shit, I'm not getting any work done, thats one thing, but food tastes different now too, and thats fucked. I fucking love food, and im not fucking enjoying it. Man, getting confused about the future and emotions is one thing, but if i can't even enjoy my food, wdf?
I can't believe how much one person can affect me, especially when i thouhgt i didn't like her that way. I guess in a way, I'm not mad at the relationship, but mad at the surprise of it. I mean, when you think someones special, and you imagine they feel the same, then something that they do hits you without even a warning, its like, the fuck? the fuck.. the FUCK!
And shit music night was tiring, but pretty fun. September not the hardest song in the world, but fun to play =D. and one more night tmr. I'm looking forward to Chris, Jay, Johnny, Steven, and Sam perform. Need to hear these pros :)
and talking to Pan got me thinking bout Battle of the Bands again. That was, a mind blowing experience. I've never let things out that way before, and it felt great. I loved it. I fucking loved it and i fucking wanna do it again.
my bad for all the fucks, just feeling the word right now, and feeling this song.
Song of the moment:
The Love Song by K-OS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyRB00Xe5-E
Alright, lets see if i can get some Economics done. Night everyone!
r.wang
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Hope ur not in a deppresion (cuz it's hard to climb out... not funny i no). it seems you got 99 problems and one on top of that =(. Sound to me like u be needing some bromance and some brolove =D
ReplyDelete"It's funny how life can go
First you ride high then you might lay low
Don't get high off your own supply
Someone said first before a fall comes pride
This is my message to the world
Just tryin to reach every boy and girl
Not tryin to say if it's right or wrong
This is not a love song
"
very nice, i m listening to it now